crappy story cloud...but i would say growing pot in your house would fall into the "digging my hole deeper" catagory. I dont have a problem with pot, but i DO have a problem with people going to jail who don't present a danger to anyone but themselves.
I would, however, continue getting quality pot and using it to control your mood. If it works then stick with it, i have plenty of friends who have similar mood swings as you do, and pot definitly helps them out.
Thanks for your compassionate reply pyro lol, I dont really feel I need any because I feel like such a piece of shit most of the time, and it feels like I need a good kick in the ass more ya know?
As for growing I am doing so outside far from my house ATM, but it is the only way for me to get anything of quality, or to keep my hands on it, because all you can get here is bottom of the barrel stuff for lik 5$ a blunt lol, ridiculous.
When not working , I can sometimes not even support my habits, I might get my wife, who I need to love more and forget about that other girl(still the spark isnt there)to buy me a dime or a pack of cigs every now and again, if absolutely need be. I just dont feel like a very good person atm, and thats one of my troubles.
I really dont know where Im headed anymore, and feel so lost, but thats usually the depression, when Im normal I have goals that I try to attain, but then I get depressed and I just let everything go... Oh well, Ive whined enough, and let you people WAYYYY farther into my psyche than any IRL person can prolly get, so we'll just leave it at that.
