This is a letter to myself. I might post this if I make something coherent.
Well, at least your going in the right direction, write your thoughts down and then decide what you want to do.
I'm about $80,000 in debt from my higher education.
When I read this, the first thing that came to my mind was f**k! This is a large debt, but its not impossible, nothing is.
If you want to help yourself use excel (or the open office equivalent) to organise your finances
Create a separate bank account for your
monies, also you should try and use an online bank facility (its just handy):
Main A/C:One for your income, make a standing orders out from this account into the subsidiary accounts:
Subsidiary A/C's:One for your allowance, calculate what you can live off a week, and have a weekly standing order coming in from your income account
One for your utilities, calculate your monthly bills, and break it down into what you pay on average a week, try to pay a bit over this amount to cover any hike in electricty or anything - all bills are to be paid from this account so set up a direct debit to here
One for your savings, calculate how much you can save and put it in this account, any extra
monies can go in here too
As for your loan, try and pay more than the minimum that you can pay, if you pay the minimum you are basically paying most of the interest payment and very little off the loan. This is my basic setup, I have standing orders coming out of my main account and my bills, credit card and savings are all taken care of automatically and I can get by with the amount in my allowance A/C and once thats empty I have "no money" but I still have some building up.
Repaying this loan is all about organisation, so although its a pain to do this, you will thank yourself in the long run. Update your excel spreadsheet every month, which should take under an hour. If you dont know what you have coming in and going out on a month to month basis, you have no idea where you are going at all. Money is unfortunately very important, you need to be effective when managing it, or you will screw yourself in the...
have about $1,200 in bills I have to pay a month.
Have you considered letting someone move in with you to reduce your rent? (if thats at all possible)
I have no insurance, health, car or otherwise. I work fixing computers.
Health insurance is a must, especially in America. You said you had a car, would your work mind if you fixed computers in your spare time? Or you might want to consider doing freelance repair without them knowing it. Its as simple as getting a new phone no (for anonymity) and putting your ad in the paper, you have a car so you could go house to house fixing computers, a no fix no fee charge would help. You need to dig up!! If you are anyway decent at programming and have a broadband connection, start learning html, php and other languages that can help you develop websites, that is easy money too. The only thing you can be assured of is that you have every resource you possibly need to get yourself out of this situation, as long as your brain is intact, there isnt much you cant do.
I sit and look at my diploma, and I'm clueless on what the world to do with it.
I have done a degree in IT, half of the people dropped out of the class after first year (started with about 150), and most that graduated dont want a job in the IT sector (myself included). The point is though, is that you learned a sh*tload in college more than just your degree/diploma, use your experience to get what you want out of life. Just because you dont do what your qualified to do, doesnt mean its a bad thing.
What exactly are you supposed to do with one of these things?
Put it somewhere, it doesnt really matter where, just as long as each time you look at it you give yourself a pat on the back for achieving it. Not many people do go on to college, its an symbol of achievement. Symbols are important to everyone, use it to remind yourself that you can achieve things and get whatever you want in the future. Im sure you worked hard for it, so keep it. When I graduated I sat through some latin bullsh*t and got a piece of paper at the end, whoo hoo(!) I didn't actually look at the piece of paper, I gave it to my dad for safe-keeping and got wasted in the bar. I still havent looked at it and its been over a year, I guess I should at least take it out an put it up somewhere.
All I know is this; For $0.89 you can buy a loaf of bread from the Quick Trip next door. I know this because for the last month my diet has consisted of bread, cherry kool-aid, and ramen.
Been there, done that
Although my situation was totally different, I just wanted the money for beer and weed
Cooking isnt too hard, you can make good cheap tasty foods if ya try, its the internet, go educate yourself about cooking. The only reason I say this is, if you feed your body with good food you can only expect it to return the favour to you down the line, if you dont feed it well, it will not like you very much.
Anyway Halkun, from what ive read your an extremely hard working person, and that type of person will always get what they want from life, it may not seem like it today but (... and this may sound very gay) trust in yourself and your decisions, get help when you need it from friends, and you wont go far wrong.
Take it easy man,