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« on: 2011-10-18 20:06:37 »
@vgr Man that's terrible, but why should you punish yourself for something that you're not guilty of?
Stop feeling angry and down. You must understand that the person you trusted is not your friend, true friends are those who always help you and always shield you from crap that others say.
That stupid asshole that tried to fuck you up will get what he deserves, but not from you. You must let life take care of him. I really think this life is fair, I'm pretty sure of that.
And btw a friend does not date an ex that's kind of a rule for me, there are so many women out there Y the fuck does this guy would want exactly your ex?
You need to calm down now, accept the facts and start over. maybe do something to stay away of those toughts. something to kill some time, have fun, distractions... Suicide is a very strong thing, I've tought of it sometimes but It's just not worthy.
About me now.
My ex after breaking up with me kept saing "everything will be alright" "We will talk about it again". That was bullshit. 2 weeks after saing those things, she changed her relationship on facebook to Serious relationship with some other dude, a guy that's 7 to 10 years older than she is.
She's 18, a guy that is so much inferior than me by his qualifications. But i guess that's what she deserves because she was also inferior than me. I'm not saying those things to mock them. These are facts. I went to better schools than both, I did extra curricular stuff, they didn't. I want to become a doctor. He is a freaking salesman.
I guess she doesn't now but the same guy that she traded me for also hit on one of my friends girlfriend, for that, I guess that this douche was already hitting on her when I was still with her. But that doesn't matter. The Final decision was hers. All i know is that now i want some time alone, some "me" time.
Life goes on, at least I'm free =)