1. I want this video.
2. It's a matter of perspective. I don't have any family and few friends. I didn't celebrate my birthday a few weeks ago or Christmas. I've been alone for most of this term break. But I feel nothing (at least nothing bad, except anger at Skyrim for being a buggy mess and FF12 for having an awful loot and treasure drop system). I'm glad that I have a roof over my head, a fridge, freezer, stove, oven, private bathroom and shower, a bedroom, and a door i can safely lock.
If you're sad, then volunteer at a homeless shelter for a day or two. Trust me, after you see how strawberriesty life in a homeless shelter is you'll be glad to live inside without crackheads as bunkmates.
1. It will be out soon.
2. Sad IS a matter of perspective. You don't know who I am, what I have, where I live, or what I have experienced, etc. so don't jump to conclusions, please. Also - I'd rather feel a little down or a little up than feel nothing at all. I wasn't looking for pity, I was looking for ideas on how to spend my time on broke birthday when I was feeling down.
Modding FF8 has taken over a lot of my old 'gaming' time and since I can't afford too many titles, we get mods! lol.
I haven't had the chance of running into the awful loot system in FF12 or the buggy mess that is Skyrim, but I hope to one day soon.