(...)At least haves a meaning.
That is quite the point aside. It may have meaning to you, but the meaning is totally irrelevant to this discussion. Why did you post that, anyway? You're not special; everyone makes decisions every breathing second of their life. You're no more likely to meet this girl than I am, and I'll admit, she's hot. But I'm nowhere near obsessed with her; let alone "in love" with her and I'm certainly not intent on meeting this girl on purpose.
You're like an immature teenager (which, I guess you are; you're only 15). You think that good-looking pictures of a girl dressed up as your favorite fantasy characters equates to love. It doesn't. They have a word for what you're feeling:
infatuation. Teenagers are greedy, immature, and, quite frankly, stupid. Teenagers don't have the capacity to truly love, not the kind of love you're professing. I don't care what some science states, or anything like that. True love isn't a feeling, it's a state of mind, which even science can't mimic that (yet).
You think this girl will be some love story between you two. It doesn't happen that way. If you get the chance, watch the movie "Last Action Hero". It's about a kid who brings his favorite action hero to life but the action hero, having always performed Hollywood movies, isn't used to losing or not having something go the right way. But it happens. You'll meet this girl, she'll give you a smile or two out of courtesy, and then that's it. And then, 24 hours later, you'll be sitting in a jail cell for stalking this girl. She won't think like you; you won't be Squall and Rinoa, that much I can assure you.
Why are you so negative? Tell me Bill Gates and Microsoft, are a Hollywood movie?
So you think Bill Gates's success story with Microsoft can somehow compare to this? Bill Gates invented revolutionary software; in his day and age, such a feat was attainable because no one had done it before. How many other people do you think have done (or attempted to do) you what you have done? I'd be willing to bet some other creep is sitting in jail because of stalking her. But I hold out hope for you; you're only young and I always give people the benefit of a doubt. This is a phase that you'll soon grow out of, hopefully. That, or you'll lead a sick life.
If she reads this I don't know how she will react, coz firstly I'm not her, secondly i don't know how she will take this, and thirdly
I don't know how she is feeling about complaining about her. As for ever meet her somewhere, i don't think that she will throw me a "rock", i think that she will respect me.Â
And you just sealed your fate in this matter. You know nothing of her. She's attractive. Love can never, ever be built upon physical attraction, because believe me, I've dated many a women on the basis of attraction. And that kind of "love" dies down. Very quickly. After you realize that everyone is the same on the inside, the outside no longer matters; thus, don't waste your time with someone who lives eight hours away and will likely never waste her time to entertain an audience such as yourself. Even if you are attracted only to Japanese women (I don't want to be stereotypical here, but put a Japanese person next to another Asian person from another country and I can't tell the difference), then go after the attractive but casual Japanese lady. You stand a chance on that level.
EDIT: Fixed some grammatical errors.