Hi DarkFang,
Yes my parents punished me, but I still have my computer. I do not feel like a strong man more than before, at all. I know that it didn't solve any of my problems, but I felt better. My problems began a long time ago and never stopped, trust me I know about this.
I know I didn't do the right choice, but it was the only solution that I could've seen, same as suicide in other circumstances.
I'm 15. I'm not going to commit suicide, this is true, but this is also true I thought of it.