gotcha also here is a line of dialoge that Cloud states himself that Sephiroth is messing with his memories through Jenova cells exerting contol over him to some degree. Cloud: You see, someone in SOLDIER isn't simply exposed to Mako energy. Their bodies are actually injected with Jenova cells...... For better or for worse, only the strong can enter SOLDIER. It has nothing to do with the Jenova Reunion. But weak people...... like me, get lost in the whole thing. The combination of Jenova cells, Sephiroth's strong will, and my own weaknesses are what created me.
Unless this to is said wrong then disregard but if not here it is if it helps.
Yeah, I guess that is right. But... Sephiroth's will is what
helped create the OLD cloud (yeah confused him is the better word). The person during the game is trying to make Cloud remember who he really is, and is the subconscious (which is why he is usually asleep when it happens and so forth). It is the REAL cloud trying to get through.
{CLOUD}
“For better or worse,only the
strong-willed are chosen.”{NEW}
“This is nothing to do with
Jenova's Reunion,either.”{NEW}
“It's just that if the process is used
on someone who's weak-willed,
like me,they lose themselves.”
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{CLOUD}
“A man born from Jenova
cells,Sephiroth's will,and
his own weaknesses.”{NEW}
“That's… the {CLOUD}
that you all knew.”
If you look through the game, every time the subconscious is speaking, it's trying to get Cloud to understand who he is. At the reactor it is trying to make him remember what happened at Nibl, at church it is making him remember the bridge, at Junon it is making him realise that his story doesn't add up and to ask Tifa about it. And at the honeybee manor it is asking him to sort his head out, and that he has issues.
It is always Cloud. Also, at the Honeybee Manor he actually sees himself (it's obviously symbolic for US and he is not lit seeing a ghost) before the dialogue.
I can't remember other places he is at. The shame of it is, this nuance to the storyline was missed because of a bad translation job.