Thank you all for the kind words. @Salk man, thank you so much, it meant a lot reading that.
I was checking the views this thread has and it honestly astonishes me. I cannot believe so many people have checked this out. This little thing I made and never completed was the first time I made something I felt was a "serious thing". I've never contributed to modding before, or participated on forums of any kind really. I just knew I liked the music from a game from my childhood and I like pretending to be a mixing engineer and a musician. I just kinda went "what the heck, let's see if a couple people like it" and posted it here.
My life has improved a lot since last I posted to put the project on hold. I've gone through somewhat rough times; I went through taking antidepressants and then quitting cold turkey, and then got addicted to drugs and almost became an alcoholic... I managed to kick all that, I found a partner that has helped me and supported me massively. I went back to uni and am getting a degree in systems engineering. I feel better and stronger than ever. I have a couple issues at work but I can say I'm ok now. Apologies for getting personal <3 .
The problem right now honestly is that I've been quite busy.... and I miiiight have lost the project files for this
... I've also been doing a couple other projects, I helped my brother with a
cool musical project of his and got really into programming. I'll try to find time to try and finish this, I really want to get all the remaining tracks done. The support you all have been giving me is very motivating and I'm so thankful for it.
